someone's choking my hourglass...

why is redeeming the time so difficult?

i guess redemption is always difficult for the one doing the redeeming. take up your cross...

i've been rereading parts of "Emma" by Jane Austen late at night when i cant sleep and i get hungry and i can't eat without reading. in it, the ever-annoying Mrs.Elton is always going on about her "resources." she need not be at a loss to live in a small town, because she has so many resources within herself, she doesnt need society or entertainment. all of this is completely bogus, but she prides herself on saying it.

well, i am more honest than Mrs.Elton. i have no resources. not that i have no resources internally- but in terms of, say, health, transportation...theres just so many things i wish i were doing for the greater good that i cant.

on the bright side, i am actually sick enough that i dont care today. i have a cold. so i dont even want to be productive. i just want to have some nice warm apple cider and chicken noodle soup and watch a nice movie.

also on the bright side, i have made some progress in my health, and may soon have a car, so then i will be able to say with Mrs.Elton "i have many resources."

what else to blog about....oh! our new album is going to be awesome. i can tell because our rockin' new songs get stuck in my head all the time. sweet, no?

i think maybe i will go play some guitar, speaking of. see you at the aftermath- peace! but not really...um...

just kidding.